Don't you just hate the days where you wake up and you feel angry because someone or something has just pressed your invisible button?
Have you ever felt those days where you just are way to tired to do anything other than lay down even if it is at a random place?
What about the days you just feel like sitting in a corner with your legs crossed and rapped around with your arms to just bawl your head off?
The days where you just hate it when anyone asks you anything even if its a question that is nothing to get annoyed over but you are annoyed?
What about the feeling of frustration... when you work so hard for something because you want it, or because you love it but it doesn't love or want you back?
Or the worst feeling is when you feel alone even when there are people surrounding you... you know you don't belong there but you have no where else to go...?
Have you ever felt all these feelings at once?
Lately for me these days have become my normal days since I have moved to Virginia... I don't know why so please don't ask why.
Please don't say its my attitude because let me tell you, I have tried every single happy road that I can possibly try.
Please don't say just wait a year and it will all be over because guess what, a year is a freaking long long time. Don't believe me? It's 365 days or 12 months or 8760 hours or however else you want to calculate it algebraically.
Can you imagine feeling all these feelings at once and not being able to do anything about it for a year? If you can then you will become my new role model because right now I feel like I'm going to die...
:( call me girl.
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